Days like this.....

Some days honest to goodness just flat out stink! In the last week I have been told that all of my desires will not be coming true for a long time. I am heartbroken! The worst part is, I can't really talk to anyone about it because everybody has their own issues and I do not want to burden them with my problems. This happens all of the time. I honestly do not know why God has me alone on this planet, but He does. I wish my parents were still alive. They would comfort me no matter what is going on and I would not feel guilty for talking with them. Oh how I miss them so much. I miss them more and more all of the time. I now realize their value in my life and the skills they each possessed to "fix" whatever problem I had at hand. My father could fix anything with his hands. When something broke I just took it to daddy and he knew how to fix it. Any life problem I had, I knew my mother would be right there with me coaching me on and praying for me. I keep waiting for life to get better after their deaths. So far, it really hasn't. I miss them terribly. Whoever first said life is not fair was not telling a joke.