Alone

Today is Father's Day. I can honestly say I had the best father in the world. He was a hard working man that believed that every would work out for the best when you turn things over to God.
My dad and I didn't really begin our relationship until after the death of my mother. For three years we were nearly best friends. I enjoyed our relationship and enjoyed learning about my father and what my mother put up with for nearly 30 years. I love that man dearly and miss his advice, help, stupid humor, his prayers, and most of all his long hugs that would make everything ok.
One thing nobody tells you after the death of your second parent is how bad the alone feeling can really feel. Daddy passed away 3 years ago this July and I feel more alone than I have in my entire life. Sure, I am somebody's friend and relative. I am towards the last end on their priority list. First comes their spouse, then their children, then other family members, then if I'm lucky, me. I love my friends and family like crazy, but I just don't think anyone understands right now. Everyone I know still has family in their household or still has their parents.
If you still have your parents, call them! Talk to your parents! Life is fragile and valuable! Express your love to them today!